Dear Z,

There are good days and bad days, and for the most part I am functional and live my normal every day life, and I live, mostly satisfied.

There is nothing in the entire world I would have ever done to hurt you or disrupt your well being. That is why it always hurt me to the bone that you mistrusted me and threw me away, out of your heart and mind like yesterday’s garbage. I don’t, and never will understand how you could ever feel anything but the love that emanates from and will always live in my soul for you.

You were so, so wrong.

Even now, I listen to our music, the songs that feed my old pains and heartbreak, keeping them nourished, alive and well, deep down in the chambers of my being. They remind me of a happier time, when there was passion and love… If you ever run across this blog by accident, please know that yes this is for YOU, and I am really talking about you Z.

Listen to your playlist, read the words and remember true love.

Always,
J

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